CONFUSED!!!

I feel sick today!!
I gotta a flu!!!
This is suck!!
I felt tired!!!
Something bother me today!!
My friend asking meeeeee.
will i ever accept another man in my life??
And i'm pulsing,hesisted
I want to answer yes..
But i donno why..
I'm not answered anything!!!
It juz i'm thinking sshould i trust a guyz again??
My heart has benn hurt not aonce, not twice but third times
Will I accept any guys in my Life??
I don't no..
One thing for sure..
For now!! I'm not ready yet...
Between hurting someone or be hurt..
I choose nothing!!!
One thing that still bother meeeee..
If juz If ...
I might falling In love again..
Will I lose my heart again???