Mama ku melalak..

Hye kawankawan:) Hr niyh aq kene marah sama mama ku huhu:( bab nya akuwhh bangun lambat.. hikhikhik:) sebab arnn satu hr akuwhh takk tid0oo jd akuwhh pownn lambadd bangun. Pukol *petang baru akuwhh bangun. Teruk arrnnn.. Ishh!! anak dara apa la yang bangon lambadd sanadd niyhh.. sahsah takk sesuai di buadd isteri.. hehehe :p Anyway,, my m0m ari niyh cakapp nak kuar ngn kawankawan dye. s0, dengan excitednya akuwhh p0wnn mintak nak f0llow*mase tuhh akuwh takk mandi lagi . Mulemule my m0m takk bagi ikowdd..*hukuman sebab bangon lambat, tp selapas akuwhh wat puppy dog face*sanadd comeeii kalo dipandang cehh!! perasann japp.. mak aq bagi pegii.. <3 My m0m bawak kite0wg pegi karoeke.. apa lagi my m0m, kawankawan my mom and akuwhh pown melalak lalak laa kadd dlm pusat karoeke tuhh.. dalam sejam setengah gak lahh kiteowg dalam tuhh..Pas tuhh,, kite0wg g makan.. then, balik.. balikbalik jewp sore dah rock gilewrr.. *kalah sowe awi ngn amy search. Sebelum balik tuhh akuwhh curicuri g MPh japp.. beli buku n0vell..naseb beyk sempadd beli.. hehehe :) Hari yang paling beshhh...

Mata Ku Seperti Panda

Hye kawankawan :) Hari niyh x dewr story yang aq nak p0stkan.. Satu hari suntuk aq takk tido. Muke dah macam zombi dah.*tapi maseh lawa lagi aww.. Mata lak cm panda *comeii x mata aq?? sebijik cm panda ber4 tuhh.. goshh!! I'm to tired and I can't think anything except bantal yang gebu, tilam yang empuk dan selimut buchukk aq.. *celimut tuhh da lame aq guna tp tetap wangi hahaha :) jngn sala faham lak. aq basuhh selimut tuhh ekk :p hurmm,, hari niyh nothink interesting berlaku sbb tuhh aq sanadd kebosanann skunx niyhh.. huhu:( K!! laa.. da x taww nak cite apa nan kowank.. Nitenite :)

Cinta bagai sepohon kaktus!!

  Amer dan Maira hidup berjiran. berkawan baik sejak dari kecil lagi. Kini usia mereka menginjak ke alam dewasa dan sudah tiba masanya untuk mereka saling berpegangan tangan mininjau alam kedewasaan. Mereka seperti anjing dan kucing. Walaupun mereka selalu bergaduh namun mereka saling cinta mencintai. mereka membesar bersama, belajar bersama, bermain bersama, berkongsi suka dan duka dan menyakiti diri masingmasing.
  Dan dengan menyakiti masingmasing lah maka tercetusnya satu permainan.. Permainan perasaan. Hero dan heroin nya takk lain dan takk bukan adalah mereka berdua. Meskipun mereka terluka namun mereka tetap tertawa riang bagi membalut duka.
  Pada suatu hari ketika di sekolah menengah, Maira ternampak Amer memeluk seorang gadis. Maira yang ternampak apa yang terjadi berlalu dengan hati yang kecewa melihat kegirangan yang terpampar di muka Amer. Untuk tidak kalah kepada Amer, maira juga memeluk seorang lelaki yang baru dikenalinya. Keadaan ini berlarutan sehingga usia mereka menginjak dewasa. Menyakiti masingmasing adalah agenda utama mereka.
  Ironiknya, mereka amat mencintai satu sama lain namun cinta mereka seperti kaktus, sering berbalah menyakiti diri masingmasing. Amer dan maira masingmasing tidak mahu mengalah. Mereka tidak mahu kalah dalam permainan ini.
 Walaubagaimanapun, dalam permainan mesti ada pengakhirannya. Pada hari jadi Amer yang ke18 , Amer telah mengambil keputusan untuk meluahkan perasaan nya kepada Maira. Amer pown pergilah berjumpa Maira dirumahnya. "Aku harap kau dapat datang ke majlis hari jadi aku malam ini. Ada sesuatu yang penting aku hendak beritahu pada kau." dengan penuh mengharap Amer bertanya. Akhirnya, Maira setuju.
 Namun, pagi yang disangka cerah rupanya hujan di siang hari. Ketika Amer ingin meluahkan perasaan nya. Amer memandang Maira. Namun, Maira tidak keseorangan. Dia bersama seorang lelaki mesra sekali lagak mereka. Dengan perasaan kecewa yang cuba diselindung ole Amer. Amer memberitahu bahawa dia akan mengikuti bapanya ke Amerika untuk menyambung pelajaran. Maira yang mendengar pngunguman itu terpaku. Maira tidak menyangka itu berita yang nak disampaikan oleh Amer. Pertama kali berjauhan dengan Amer dalam jangka masa yang lama. Amer berjalan ke arah Maira. Dengan senyuman yang sinis dia membisikkan sesuatu pada Maira. Dan bisikan itu adalah kali terakhir Maira mendengar suara Amer.
  12 tahun kemudiann...
  Dalam tempoh itu, Maira telah pun berkahwin dan mempunyai zuriat. Namun dalam tempoh itu Maira masih mengingati Amer. Sampai sekarang tiada khabar mengenai Amer. Hanya memori bersama Amer dan bisikannya yang terakhir peneman Maira ketika dia memerlukan semangat untuk meneruskan hidup. "Kau menang Maira, aku kalah". Itulah bisikan terakhir yang Maira dengar dari Amer. Baru sekarang Maira tahu makna di sebalik katakata itu. Cinta mereka bagai sepohon pokok kaktus,walau luarannnya penuh dengan duri yang tajam namun dalamnya penuh dengan cecair yang memberikan kenikmatan bagi peminumnya. Andai masa dapat diulang, Maira sanggup mengalah dalam pertarungan mereka asalkan Amer ada disisi Maira selamanya. Jatuh juga air mata Maira setelah 12 tahun menahan rasa.

*cerpen yang pertama aku buat. Harapharap kowg boleh komen.. :)

AQ Terjatuh~!!!1

Hye kawankawan:) mcm gempak jewr tajuk kat atas arnn.. hahaha:) Sebenarnya pg td aq sebuksebuk laa kemas bilik aq yg da takk mcm bilik tu *da mcam longkang pecah dah aq nampak.. Well,, mase kemas tuh aq nampak laa satu benda niyh shinning gilewrr.. *Adushh!! silau mate aq sbb shinning sanadd rupa-rupanya cermin yg da pecah terselit kat bahagian bawah baju aq. Naseb beyk tak kene tangan aq. Fuhh~!! baru nak rase bernaseb beyk.. Tibe-tibe aq terpijak satu buku niyh.. sebab kn aq x dapat nk imbangkn diri.. aq pownn jatuh laa.. *gedebukk!! aq jatuh terhempas kat lantai yang penuh dengan buku dan habuk setebal dua inci, da lame tak sapu sampah.niyh la padahnya.. anyway,, mase jatuh tu handphone aq yang aq pegang p0wn jatuh dngn Stylo nyaa.. rase cam nak jerit jewp teng0k handset aq jatuh.. huhu:( naseb beyk oke. tak ade apaapa kecacatan. hahaha:) Tapy arnn, kepala aq niyh saket sanadd sbb terhantuk kat lantai tady. Sab0 je laaa.. :p

Fuck!! shit!! suCk!!

Hello kawankawan, sorry terpakse gune bahasa kasar disini. Luahan prasaan sbntr. I don noe la wat appen in my life. Suddenly I woke up and I'm stuck in this mess. The mess that been made up by some *psycho bitch! I don noe wat the hell is her problem. I love her. she my best friend but she back stab my daring sister and hurt my daring friend and I'm not gonna let her done that. I love her. she's my best friend. but n0w she's changed. i don even noe wh0 the hell is that girl. She see other people mistake but don't want 2 see her own mistake. It;s along story but she has hurt many people with her damn atitude. I want t0 help her. I want her realise she the one that change. Her atitude is SUCK.. damnSUCK!! But I don n0e how. I'm to sad right now.  Luckily I have plenty other fwenz that understand and help me and my Fwenz*the real victim in this mess, FARAH ROHAIDA..She really need RAHSEA at her back. and thanx to alank,angah, and adek that help her going through this. "Bersatu teguh bercerai roboh". I love you guyz s0 muchh~!! I hate BACK STABER!!

Baru belajar buat Screen Captures..

Hye kawankawan:) nak tau s0mething x.?? aq baru je belajar cmne nk buat SCREEN CAPTURES.. phewiiitt :) *punya la bangga* seowg kawan aq niyh tolong ajarkn.. selain 2 you tube pown tolong aq.. heee:) Nilah salah satu proses pembelajarn aq..

hahah:) niyh la salah satu laman web yg ajar aq cara nk buat bnd alah niyh.. Fuhh!! dngn penatnya aq mempelajari bnd alah niyh.. Selama setengah jam belajar akhirnya aq pandai gak buat screen capture niyh.. Pandai x aq??? HAhaha:) apa lagi aq pown belagak la ngn kawankawan aq yg len.. hahaha:) *dowg lagi pandai gne screen capture niyh dr aq* batak la konon.. Malu siut pas kene perli ngn dowg.. hahaha:p

MENYUKAI.MENCINTAI.MENYAYANGI

hye kawankawan:) Oh gosh!! tired laaaa.. baru je balik dr shopping barangbarang dapur.. Anyway,, I'm not in a great mood. after I got back from shopping I open my facebook.. Guess what?? *suara da gedik gler* s0meone sent me a message and send me a LOVE LETTER!! telling me that he fall in love with me and want to0 be my LOVER.. Eeeewwww~!! so desperate or what.??

I barely know him lowrhh!! I juz knew him for about 3days and he said that he fall in love with me.. What the F***.. want to know what he said in the letter??

"I love you.. There I said it.. i love you and writing it has puts a smile at my face.I love you since I know you. You give me my smiles and happiness. and I hope you can be mine. "

I juz block him from my facebook. I can't handle this. I made a promise to myself that i'm not going to FALLING in love ever again.. At least untill I finish studying and get a proper job. Then , I can think about this. My previous love story taught me s0mething. You cannot give ur heart to someone that don't appreciate you.. I juz want to be love and in love... Why it so hard to get..?? My heart are broken and it's hard for me to falling in love wit s0meone right now.. LIKE,CARED LOVE :) takes a lot of guts to do :)

GOT NEW HAIRCUTS!!!

Holla!! :) Gosh!! I'm so excited t0day. I juz get my new haircut. I done some treatmen for my hair then, i'm straight my hair using rebonding technique. :) yeah!! i know... It's s0 damn expensive but I don't even care. I've always want a straight hair and finally i got it. Even if I had to spend hundreds of it juz to get it.. It's totally worth it.. Poorr my friends, ROSE.. hehe:) she had to accompany me. It's take 3hours to finish my hair.
HAHA!! long time.. Thank god I had her to talk wit me.. anyway.. after see the outcoming of my new hair I'm totally happy.. I've always want a long straight hair that always look shinning juz like my favourite actress EVA LONGORIA.. Oh mY diOr.. I can't wait to show it to my mum..
I will write soon.. Thanks for reading :)

Kebahagian bersahabat..

I'm the luckiest girls ever.I had a very GOOD friends. tanpa mereka hari aq akn sentiasa mendung.A lot of thing had happen in our life. The heart of Rahsea has gone follow her family and continue study somewhere else. but our friendship still stick together. Then, me and my friends having a fight. It's the longest fight ever. But we get throught it. Banyak cabaran yg tlh aq lalui bersama mereka. Sayang dan cintanya aq terhadap sahabat2 aq yg sentiasa ada dngn aq. tidak terlpe jgk IRFA HUNNY yg sentiasa dirindui. Tanpa mereka hidup aq akn terasa sunyi.. Ain, Baavithraa and all of my friends that has entre my life. Especially ALIEF HAKKIM yg telah membahagiakan permata hati RAHSEA. I hope he and my lovely sister will be happy forever. Kawankawan yg telah menangis dan ketawa bersama aq., tanpa mereka aq tidak akan dapat tersenyum gembira. Rakanrakan yg ada dlm hidup aq sedang tertawa bahagia menjalani hidup mereka. dlm apa jua keadaan I will always remember them. I hope our friendship never been broken.. :) I always hope that I can always see their smiles.. always smile.. :)

Today is HARI RAYA AIDILADHA :) Gosh~!! can't believe it's finally here.. my school holiday start today.. I can smell freedom...Today I feel very happy.. First my family and I went to pray.. Then, kiteowg balik umah..Hidangan nasi impit,kuah kacang,rendang ayam, and pulut kuning terhidang depan mata.. perut da membuat irama dangdut daa.. We start eating.. Yummieee~!!! I feel very happy.. Then, me and my siblings follow my father untk melihat lembu disembelih..Gosh~!! I can't see it.. It's a torture. I thought i'm gonna to throw up!! :p
Anyway, i helped them cooked the meat. hahaha:) tolong tengok je sbnrnya. After that, balik rumah.. Kepenatan.. Fuhh~!! (ceh!! aq x buat apa2 pown.. tolong potong bawang je sbnrnya..HAHA!! ) Then, lepak depan tv tngk drama KOREA. oH goSH~!! bI rAIn is so SEXY!! Love him so much~!! tonight me and my siblings going to play BUNGA API~!! s0, happy rrr.. can't wait for it :)

Cookies day

hey:) today is the best day ever. My school holiday juz start. I woke up early in the morning today. chak chak chak!! I woke up and see my siblings stiill sleeping like a baby while hugging her teddy bear.. I go to the kitchen and find something 2 eat. I eat chocolate chip cookies without brushing my teeth.. HAHAHA :) then, i go to shower while singing my favourite korean songs.. la~la~la~ then i heard my phone ringing. Oh gosh~!! it's my mom.. I asked her to buy my top up:p then.. I start chatting wit my fwenz on Facebook <3
today i helped my mohther cooked.. we cooked nasi impit,kuah kacang,rendang ayam and baked some cakes. Yummies~!!
Tomorrow we will celebrates HARI RAYA AIDILADHA.. I can't wait for it..
Oh gosh my mom called me..~!! i need to go.. Tonight I want to watch korean drama.. can't wait. Bi Rain here i come <3

semenjak kau hadir dalam hidupku,
tiada lagi keresahan
kau mengetuk pintu hatiku,
tanpa sedar hingga ku izinkan!!
kau yg bernama cinta..
kau yg memberi rasa..
kau yg ilhamkan bahagia
hinnga aq terasa indah....
maaf jika ku tidak sempurna
tika bahagia mula menjelma
bila keyakinan datang merasa
kasih disalut dengan kejujuran
mencintai dr mu
merindui drmu
memilki drmu
hingga akhir hayat bersama kamu
kau yang bernama cinta
kau yang memberi rasa
kau yang ilhamkan bahagia..
hingga aq rasa indah...
kau yang bernama cinta..
hingga aq rasa indah..

Makna lagu ni mendalam..
heheh=) aq pernah rse mcm niii
with some1 special...
but its all memories=)
nicest memories i ever had.. =)
i'll cherished it everyday!!

CINTA YANG TDK KESAMPAIAN!!

hehe=) tajuk diatas tiada kene mengena antara yang hdp dan mati...
today i felt a bit tired!! last night i slept around 3oclock!!
chatting with my abgg!!
hehe=) jng piki bkn2! dye abg angkt I jeeee=)
ermmm.. dalam hdp kite manusia of coz we have our own love story!! right???
my love story are not 2 interesting!! actually a bit bored!! hahah=)
I have one guyz that i love so much..
but in the end i let him gooo..
2 forget him... i couple with any1 else..
so dumbb right!! hahaha=)
anyway it doesn't work at all...
Until, 1day i meet this guys...
he so funny, he cute, make me smile,make me happy..
but we alwayz fight with each other..
after that i realise i'm falling towards this guys.. he so adorable..
but, maybe this is my punishment!!!
my love story with him end juz like that..
without a note or discussion..
he juz run away from meeee..=(
a saddest dayz everrr..
but now!! i have start a new life..
with a new book, new pages and new me=)
i'm not gonna 2 falling 2 any1 that easily again!!
it painful 2 see our love 1 with anyone else besids us..
it's pains and hurt...
haha=) watevaaaa...
now i have 3 guys persuade me to become their girlfwenz..
bad news for u guyz..
i'm not interested in your stupid and innocent game anymore...
no one can take my heart away from me anymoreee..
NO ONE!!! hehehe=)
setakat sini je r.. aq meluahkan rse..
hehehe=) love my RAHSEA=),my family,sarkhawi and ofcoz muz!!

I LOVE SEX!!! HAHAHAHA=]]]

ASSALAMUALAIKUM!!!
hehehe=]]
Tajuk kat ats sekadar gurauan sahaja..
Sbbkan Wani bercerita tentang ciri2 laki yg dye nk..
So, I pown nk kongsi ciri2 lelaki yg I nk..
ermmmm.. x banyak sebenarnya

Owg yg bertaqwa!!!
I nk owg yg dapat membawa I ke arah kebaikan..
sentiasa menegur I jika I wat salah...
Tidak meninggalkan sembahyang
Sentiasa ingat ALLAH...
Ciri yang paling penting sekali...

PENYAYANG!!
I ske owg yg penyayang
yg dapat terima dr I seadanyaa..
Bkn je dr I tp kwn2 dan family I
Mereka adlh owg paling penting dlm hdp I...

None smoker..
dye x merokok...
I benci owg yg merokok..
spe yg merokok sama r...
seperti owg yg hisap dadah..
I benci lelaki yg mcm 2..
hurmmmm

Owg yg menghormati owg lain..
Selalu menghormati owg lain...
dapat memnerima segala kritikan...
Berfikir positif...

Akhir sekali..
dan yg paling penting...
Sentiasa bersabar
Owg yg penyabar adalah owg yg diberkati
Sikap penyabar dan bertolak ansur itu penting...

Ini je yang I perlukan dalam dr lelaki Idaman I..
susah ke??
hurmmm....
rsenya xssh r..
tp zaman skang ni..
ssh btl nk jmpeeee..
hehehehe=]]]
sngt2 menyedihkan tulll..
apa2 pown...
bkn sume yang kite nak kite boleh dapat...
Terima apa yg kite ada ..
dng perasaan yg bersyukur
hehehe=]]

CONFUSED!!!

I feel sick today!!
I gotta a flu!!!
This is suck!!
I felt tired!!!
Something bother me today!!
My friend asking meeeeee.
will i ever accept another man in my life??
And i'm pulsing,hesisted
I want to answer yes..
But i donno why..
I'm not answered anything!!!
It juz i'm thinking sshould i trust a guyz again??
My heart has benn hurt not aonce, not twice but third times
Will I accept any guys in my Life??
I don't no..
One thing for sure..
For now!! I'm not ready yet...
Between hurting someone or be hurt..
I choose nothing!!!
One thing that still bother meeeee..
If juz If ...
I might falling In love again..
Will I lose my heart again???

POEMS DAY!! to guyz that broke my hurtz!!!

U had such quite eyes,

I did not realise,
There were two pools of lies,
Layered with thinnest ices,
To me, those quite eyes
Were breathing desolate sighs
Imploring to be nice
and to render me a paradise

If only I'd been wise
And had listen to the advice
never to compromise
with pleasure-seeking guys
I'll be free from"the hows and whys"

Now here's a bit of advice
Be sure that nice really means nice
Then we'll never be losing at dice
Though we may lose our heart once or twice

This poems remind me of myself..
my broken heart,
my pain,
my sorrow..
and that because a guyz..
that broke my hurt deeply!!!
"the hows and whys" haunted meee..
he touched my heart..
and he the one that..
squeeze my heart!!!

Our time has pass by!!!
I'm letting it gone...
Single life is better!!
I'm NEVER and EVER trust any guys!!
EVER!!

COUPLE ITU ZINA!!

HELLO!!!
Today discussion about "COUPLE"

my fwenz and i discuss about couple and zina
well, i donno bout u all!!!
but for mee..
couple westing my timee!!
my heart are broken for 3x!!!
For now, i can't trust any guyz in my life..
it fell SUCK ..
my heart are badly injured..
it can't be fixed...
juz like this pix!!!

Lucky!! I got fwenz..
They understand me better than anyone else!!
hehhee=]]]
heyyy!! What a friend for?? Right??

My single life more better now!!
I don't have to fell misereble anymore!!
Ok laaa!!!
setakat ni je I membebel!!!
Hehehe=]]]
See u all next timee!!
Bye=]]

A VERY BORED DAY!!!

Hye!! averyone=]]]
today i dont have any mood..
i'm sleepy in physics class and bored at chemistry class
today i juz get my test result for chem&physics
the result are sucks man!!=[[[ arghh!!
tension tul!!!
hr ni dpt la aq meyn hujan!! hehehe=]]]
ms balik dr skol..dalam perjalanan..
hujan turun..
YA ALLAh!! saba je rrrr...
baju dh la putih paz 2 turun plk hujannya!!!
bayangkn...
nsb beyk aq pki singlet..
paz 2.. ada abg ni owhhh!!
x agk2..
dh tau aq basah2..dye usha2 lg...
eeeee... geli tul!! paz 2 usha owg xagk2 plk 2...
x senonoh tull..
cite kegemaran aq hbs hr nii
best sngt cite 2..(hehehe=]]])
hr ni nothing interesting happen!!!
so bored la today!!!
K rrrRRrr..
i gotta gooo...
byeeee=]]]]